Scaling

Hereby, on the razor moment
I debate upon what I am

put the blame on Nobody
and carry on a young blood

too tired to reflect
exausted under trials
I’ve got to seal my memories’ barrel

I long a tranquil state
an untouched piece of heart
and peaceful borders

what does it take?

solitarity?
abused intimacy?

anything but sincerity

for there’s no duality in relationships
just officers and privates

nice world have I built

fear in the gut
rigidness in glance
diplomatic behavior
and pills to tuck into

I need to get even

it’s imperative to change.